I know it’s been a while since I’ve written a post. So much has transpired since my last blog post and this one right now. I’ve learned so much about life and myself in general in the last 6 some odd months. The time has gone so fast too. It’s like time is literally melting away..I think there is a portrait by a famous artist with melting clocks. Idk who it is or what its actually called. I want to guess Salvador Dali but im sure im so wrong or so off.
I went to my 10 year high school reunion last night. I gotta say, it was fucking awesome. The girl Jill who put the whole thing together did a fucking stellar ass job. It was beautiful in there. The color scheme was perfect. The food was great and the desserts were chocolate. Amazing.
I realized that these people I was about to see again after 10 years..these were the people I grew up with, I felt most comfortable with. I’ve known them since as early as 2nd grade. It was actually pretty awesome. I’m glad I wasn’t angry and didn’t let myself miss out on something cool just because of some stupid harbored feeling from 10+ years ago.
I was forced to go to the new high school they built in town. The worst part was, the class I went to School with 2nd-8th grade all stayed in the old high school. These were kids I went to elementary and middle school with. There was another elementary and middle school on the other side of town. So I ended up being sent over to the new high school with the opposite group of kids than I grew up with. I never got a notice in the mail. (the only kid on the block)..I found out the last day of my freshmen year in my old high school that I was being sent to the new one the following School year without any notice or anything. It was pretty fucked up and I was pissed the fuck off. Thats why I was so mad in high school. That’s why I didn’t talk to anybody. Pretty dumb thing I let hold myself back. I could have been in sports, had a lot of friends and been super social.. but I felt like they screwed me and I never let it go. I finally let it go last night and I had an amazing time.
I know this has nothing to do with anything, I’m just really feelin’ it right now..
I will make more posts about the business and Rob’s condition and continue the story from where I left off. It’s really all so exhausting if you ask me. I guess..that’s how you know you’re alive..I’ll sleep when Im dead.